Thanks for prayers. I feel more peace about my situation. I’ve experienced this before.
I don’t want to be gay, as mentioned before. This is totally unwanted. I like girls too, but maybe not sexually (I think girls are pretty but. I don’t feel aroused when I see scantily clad women)
so my dorm bathroom is from heck. Two toilets separated only by curtains. Two showers. Open door. Plus all boys sleep shirtless. This is very concerning.
so last night, I felt tempted to look at the underdressed boys. I knew this was wrong. It’s more I know I’m sinning and I want to stop, but I don’t want to be called gay, or tell anyone about my sin.
How I miss my room!
I also hate how Christians talk so much about helping Men with
but not homosexuality, when it is just as common of a sin.
I really need help before I quit working here.