Update on myself

Thanks for prayers. I feel more peace about my situation. I’ve experienced this before.

I don’t want to be gay, as mentioned before. This is totally unwanted. I like girls too, but maybe not sexually (I think girls are pretty but. I don’t feel aroused when I see scantily clad women)

so my dorm bathroom is from heck. Two toilets separated only by curtains. Two showers. Open door. Plus all boys sleep shirtless. This is very concerning.

so last night, I felt tempted to look at the underdressed boys. I knew this was wrong. It’s more I know I’m sinning and I want to stop, but I don’t want to be called gay, or tell anyone about my sin.

How I miss my room!

I also hate how Christians talk so much about helping Men with :ear_of_corn: but not homosexuality, when it is just as common of a sin.

I really need help before I quit working here.

I’m pretty sure I, and a few others, have tried to help you. We have pointed out scriptures, given you advice, like move, and prayed for you. I’m starting to think that you are using this Forum as some sort of fasnasy story telling. The way you keep creating new topics on the same subject. I hope this is not true.

Other than sharing your fantasies, take steps to overcome them and get out of the situation. Unless you really do not desire to be free.

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Peter

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