Brother, you cite correctly, but because you take these passages outside of the greater context, the whole picture becomes distorted. With regard to John 6:44,65 to understand it in that way literally, is similar to understanding hating one’s father and one’s mother literally, or rejecting completely all riches, or making oneself enuch as Origen literally did, or being careful about the leaven of pharisees, thinking this is bread, that has to be shunned, or thinking that a man has to enter into his mother womb second time for the spiritual birth. You can see yourself how nonsane, and in some cases actually insane such understanding is. Similarly, in your case, it is like gathering a crowd of people, and then waiting until the Father draws them by some kind of pulling, no matter whether they are willing or not. Or otherwise, if they cannot even will it, that would be against any will of yours, thus they would suffer it like the robots.
It is indeed that as to our own proprial loves, we are motivated by the love of self and the world, thus not by heavenly love. But at the same time, as I indicated, due to the constant influence of the Lord’s life, we have a freedom of choice, thus the freedom either to turn to the Lord or to heaven.
“If any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.” Rev. iii. 20.
Below are a few citation to the effect that despite a man being born into the loves of self and the world, he still has freedom from the Lord to choose either good or evil, and if he choose, as if by his own power, to follow the Lord, then everything is going to be good with him. It is otherwise if he chooses to remain in his evils. But without that free choice, the whole options given by the Lord, are just cruel jokes and lie, for if a man does not have any freedom, even that which is being given from the Lord, then he cannot even freely cooperate and respond.
So, in talking about the freedom, we need to differentiate between the slavery-to-sin and thus infernal freedom, and heavenly freedom, and because all those options are given from the Lord, we are to admit the intermediate freedom, which is not yet the true spiritual freedom of angels with a man, but yet sufficient freedom, given to man via faculties of freedom and rationality from the Lord, which allow him to make the right choice or not to make it. These are not yet the freedom itself and rationality itself, but they are sufficient to make the right choice and to understand the truth from the Lord.
So, of himself a man, as to his loves is spiritually dead. But there is something in him inseminated from childhood, due to which he gradually comes into a freedom of choosing between heaven and hell, and thus also becomes responsible, as an adult, thus due to his opened-up rationality, for his actions. nd this rationality goes hand in hand with the freedom of choice. So, he is free to choose whether to apply himself to God, to the theological things of the Word, to understand them or not, to do evil or to stop doing evil. But with regard to the spiritual things, he does need the Lord’s Power, for without Him he cannot do anything truly good.
But if there is an interpretation that a man is not free to do anything, in taking up the book of the Word, in doing some kind work to another, that is not sane, that is a misintepretation of the Scripture, and derivation of the doctrines which are not there.
Even with regard to repetance, the Lord is giving a choice all the time to the effec “repent and unless you repent, you’ll die”. What a joke the words of the Lord would be if a man does not even have any basic freedom to choose that repentance or not to choose.
I will write about the point of fullfilling of the Word in the next post, but here are the citations on which you can rationalle reflect, if a man is sufficiently free to make the right choice, or whether he does not have any freedom. Not speaking about the true heavenly freedom yet, as it it with the angels.
Deuteronomy 30:19–20
I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live:
That thou mayest love the LORD thy God, and that thou mayest obey his voice, and that thou mayest cleave unto him: for he is thy life, and the length of thy days: that thou mayest dwell in the land which the LORD sware unto thy fathers, to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob, to give them.
Joshua 24:15
And if it seem evil unto you to serve the LORD, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD.
Isaiah 55:6–7
Seek ye the LORD while he may be found, call ye upon him while he is near:
Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts: and let him return unto the LORD, and he will have mercy upon him; and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon.
Jeremiah 29:13
And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.
Ezekiel 18:30–32
Therefore I will judge you, O house of Israel, every one according to his ways, saith the Lord GOD. Repent, and turn yourselves from all your transgressions; so iniquity shall not be your ruin.
Cast away from you all your transgressions, whereby ye have transgressed; and make you a new heart and a new spirit: for why will ye die, O house of Israel?
For I have no pleasure in the death of him that dieth, saith the Lord GOD: wherefore turn yourselves, and live ye.
Ezekiel 33:11
Say unto them, As I live, saith the Lord GOD, I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked; but that the wicked turn from his way and live: turn ye, turn ye from your evil ways; for why will ye die, O house of Israel?